Mamá: Te pasa algo?
Mi mente: Las personas a quienes llamaba amigos, en verdad no lo eran
Mi mente: Me siento sola casi siempre
Mi mente: Empiezo a sentirme distinta, de una mala manera
Mi mente: Ya no siento nada como era antes
Mi mente: Siento que fallare en lo que sea que intente hacer
Mi mente: Me siento tan mal, que ya ni siquiera siento hambre y siempre estoy de mal humor
Mi mente: Siento que nadie se preocupa por mi realmente
Mi mente: Solo quiero dormir todo el dia y no volver a despertarme
Yo: Oh, nada, solo me duele un poco la cabeza...

my new converse, acoustic guitar (:

im in love with him

memories

he is such a cutie xD

i’m scared..

that i get diagnosed with a binge eating disorder & legit OCD along with many other disorders

i should go hide in a whole

because it’s those moments when you feel like a loner.. maybe cause you just are. your friends don’t talk to you anymore. when you try to chill with them they can’t and they don’t try to chill with you just cause you spend a lot of time with your boyfriend. and than there’s that moment when you feel like braking down because you’ve held in so much pain for so many years… but you always know there’s someone out there in a worse situation, so you suck it up and smile like nothings wrong because it’s your problem, not anyone else’s. and if they really cared about you to know what was wrong.. well they would already know. but nobody knows because you’ve held it in for so many years that no one notices but it’s okay everything will be okay. if it’s not okay it’s not the end. follow your heart, don’t care what anyone thinks, and don’t trust just anyone. sometimes it’s just better to keep things to yourself, yeah just to yourself, so you don’t have to bother anyone; nobody. 

i wanna try this… [:

so now when you tell me you dreamed with me,

i will only believe it when i can’t sleep.